Wednesday, 16 July 2014 | 23:45 | 0 Cakap selagi boleh
Long time no update hashtag English retak seribu. There is a
lot of things happen to me. dah tunggu lama nak update cuma belum rasa rajin je. Few good things & a lot of bad things. Bukan nak
merungut. I know that everythings happen for a reason. At first I wanna give up
on my study my friends my everything la. Pernah sekali terfikir nak tukar
aliran. Bcs everythings get tougher day after day. I feel so depressed. Well, myb you’ll say that
im so weak. I cant handle my own problem. But don’t forget im only a human. An ordinary
human. “Allah uji tanda sayang”. Selalu pujuk hati dgn ayat tu bcs its true.
110% true. Cant deny. But honestly, im tired of being so nice. REALLY tired. Bcs
people doesn’t even know how to
appreciate other people kindness. I wondered why. Can someone tell me why? huh. But I cant be mean too. I cant be too
nice but cant be mean so what im supposed to be? Half nice and half mean? Im still
waras u know. Im just so tired of being judged. Buat ini kena judge buat itu
kena judge. Rasa mcm nak beli cermin banyak2 lpstu sape judged meh aku bagi
cermin sorang satu. Don’t worry its free of charge. Yes im not so kind. I’ve
made a lot of mistakes. Im not perfect too. Seriously, cant someone accept a
human’s imperfections and stop looking for their flaws? Cant someone see a good
side of a human than their bad side? Im soooooo
done with all this. As long as you can judge me, then go ahead. Idc anymore. Bcs Allah
know me better than everyone else. So after everything I’ve gone through this
few month, I finally realized. I should be the old me. Garang, sombong, and
just focus on my study. This yr bila aku try tak garang tak sombong and semua
ambik kesempatan nak pijak kepala. I was like alright then. Im not supposed to
change. Biarlah org nak kata aku singa ke hape ke lantak. My life not yours. “after you’ve hurt, youre not the same person anymore”.
Im so agree with this. 101% agree. Assalamualaikum.
p/s: English is so
broken sbb dlm process baiki grammar dan sebagainya. Im sorry if I’ve hurt
anybody feelings with this entry. I didn’t mean to.
